Thursday i went straight to the hospital after school. Her condition was critical. It was heartbreaking. The doctor said she might not pull through the night,we shed a million tears. She was hanging on to the lifesupport machine. I spend the whole evening at the hospital until my uncle sent me home at 12am to change and later on picked me up and headed over to the hospital again. My whole family spent the night at the hospital, still living in denial and wished upon a miracle that she could pull through this time. The last 2 days i visited her she was in the best condition i might say.She was happy and all drinking and eating abit and all. At 7 am the next day Friday i entered the ICU and looked at her, relieved she pulled through and went home to get a nap. All i know after that was my dad banging on my window telling me that she had passed away. I just froze and i still couldnt believe it.I rushed there and everyone was crying and all i still wished it was all a dream.This was the first time someone close to me passed on.We brought her home and planned to held her funeral the next day as it was already in the evening.That day even at 1am people were just arriving and all. The parents did not get any rest.It was so tiring not to mention the pain and loss we were feeling. Saturday i went home at 6am to shower and get clothes for my mom and grandma and then rushed back just in time for the funeral. We couldnt stop crying and we couldnt believe that our bubbly aunt, the joker-happening one left us forever. Even in the prayers for her i was sobbing so loudly i couldnt care abt the surrounding.I had never seen my grandparents,my mom,my cousins,myself, cried that hard in my life. I couldnt register it in my mind that i wouldnt be seeing her again,ever. I still think that im gonna see her next week,next raya, i still hear her say "lets go to jb" ,"lets eat at jalan kayu" im gonna miss all that. In life, things happen when you least expect it. I had this vision of her coming back home from the hospital all healthy and cheerful. We love her but God loves her even more. I guess its time that she can rest in peace, free from those machines in the hospital that she hated. We love her now and always. Our memories shall remain in my heart forever. You are the best mom,wife,aunt we've all ever had.

LotsofLove+hugs+kisses+prayers from all of us to you.